Lately my mom has been trying to do an effort at trying to make me talk to her. Last night she even prayed for me. I heard her saying a few things but to be honest it didn’t actually care about anything she said.
My mom was praying last night about how she misses my kisses and hugs and whatever. But to be honest I pretty much didn’t really mind to even talk to her. I just laid there in my bed doing nothing but paying attention to my phone. My mom hasn’t really done anything to help me out so I’m not going to do anything either, not until she does at least. So I’m just going to practically play the waiting game with her. As soon as my mom picked me up at my school they dropped me and my brother off at the train station. That’s how we usually get home on Tuesdays and Thursdays. As soon as I got home I just started studying a little bit and to be honest I was actually feeling better since my mom wasn’t home. I actually enjoy myself without my mom’s company, so every time she is not around I practically celebrate in my own little mind. Still, to this very day, I really don’t care about my mom and whatever she tries to do in order for me to talk to her is a waste of her time.
I’ve been acting like this with my mom for more than a week now and I am not really going to do anything about it, not until she does. If she does try to make it up to me ill give her the chance but I won’t make it an easy one.
try to make things better with her it will get better.
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